Brother. | solitarymind's Blog

When I think about my little brother, three words come to mind; Weak, Shallow, and Stupid.
As we've grown up, and became the people we are today, I realized that I truly dislike my brother. He reminds me everything I hate inside people, we may look alike, but aside from that we are polar opposites.

I wonder what made him to be so different and weak. He was never a strong kid, neither mentally or physically, and his lack of knowledge is depressing when compared to the average of his age. However, his intelligence isn't the thing I hate the most, its his morals, his lack of discipline, and how he acts around people. He reminds me of a "Yes-Man" who will do whatever in order to gain acceptance from peers, even if it meant degrading himself.

It makes me angry that he has no drive to attain "more" out of his life, and throughout all the struggles we went through, he repeats the same mistakes. 

He is beginning to remind me of our father, a sad, and cowardly excuse of a man who walked out on everything.

I tried to be the best role-model for my brother, I was strong, I never doubted in myself and what I did, I was very intelligent, and stood up for who and what I believed in.

So why is he the opposite?

Why is he so weak?